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Girl Up with the frost and out to the barn. Sweet soft nicker is the day’s alarm Time to saddle up and hit the trail. Hey little maverick, back in the herd. But she knows how he feels: wants to see what’s our there in that big wide world. Knows every word to every country song But still it’s where she don’t belong. Sure as the sun sinks in the West, sure as the red dust swirls. Deep in her heart she knows she’s a city girl. Tractor drones in the noonday sun. Hours to go before she’s done. She’d like a break but it don’t look like rain. Dreams of a man in a clean, white shirt, away from all the heat and dirt where a women don’t grow old before her time. Loves the smell of the new mown hay but figures she’ll be on her way Sure as the sun sinks in the West, sure as the red dust swirls, deep in her heart she knows she’s a city girl. She’s a city girl, in a country world where the wind blows wild and free and the stars shine bright above. She’ll rest tonight from the life she’ll leave in the arms of the land she loves. She’s leaving in the morning on a big jet plane – just why, she can’t explain. Her future’s out there waiting; she has a destiny. Cries at the sight of a newborn foal but stills she knows she has to go. Sure as the sun sinks in the West, sure as the red dust swirls, deep in her heart she knows she’s a city girl. She’s a city girl in a country world. Listen to It Snow Some folks lose their hearing as they age. Some have never heard too well at all. Me – I hear a pin drop from twenty yards away and I can hear that fly light upon the wall. So if I don’t hear you, maybe it’s because I don’t want to. I don’t hear your criticism, your negativity. I don’t hear the list of things you want me to be. I don’t hear your definitions of what’s right and wrong, I don’t hear you analyze The lyrics to my song. I just sit here by my window in the fire’s glow And I listen to it snow. I listen to it snow I don’t hear the angry snarl of that traffic in the night. I don’t hear the road rage quarrels. Don’t hear people fight. I don’t hear the bombs crash on the distant foreign shore. Any kind of anger. I don’t hear it anymore. I just sit here by my window in the fire’s glow And I listen to it snow. I listen to it snow Snowflakes are like people. No two are alike And there are those who’ll tell me they don’t make a sound When they fall. I think they’re wrong. If you put away your anger. If you brush away your fears, If you listen with your heart and not your ears. You’ll find every tiny crystal has a little tiny voice And it makes a little, tiny sound when it falls on the ground. I don’t hear the hypocrites as they change their minds again. I don’t hear the fiery preacher telling me the world will end. I don’t hear the pleas of heaven, I don’t hear the rage of hell, I don’t hear my future beckon, at least not very well. I just sit here by my window in the fire’s glow And I listen to it snow. I listen to it snow So don’t go one step further, don’t you walk out that door. Unbutton that resentment, drop it right there on the floor And walk back here to me. I’ll teach you how to hear a snowflake symphony. Come and sit here by my window in the fire’s glow And we’ll listen to it snow.We’ll listen to it snow. Can’t you hear it snow? Time After Time Time after time, I know I told you just how it feels to be caught in the rain in a ghostly old ramshackle barn that smells of wet hay. Time after time. Time after time, I know you’ve listened to all of my stories of gold winter wheat. Chewing on grass roots and thinking they taste very sweet. Time after time. Patience my dear if what I remember seems old to your ear. It’s just that September speaks to me somehow, the long, long ago is blending like water and wine with the here and the now.Time after time, holding on tight as the past it unwinds into the soft, silver twilight of my memories, how you please me. Time after time.Time after time, you’ve seen me crying looking out to the West at a sun that lying in colors beautifully rare, like the rose-golden face of a child kneeling in prayer. Patience my dear if what I remember seems old to your ear. It’s just that September speaks to me somehow, the long, long ago is blending like water and wine with the here and the now. Time after time, I know you worry at how I must feel to be caught in the hurry and bustle of these city days. The clatter of pavement, the rustle of grey scattered ways. Time after time. Come to the doorway and look at the rainbow that comes to the city as well as the farm. I’m here on your arm and glad you are mine. Time after time. I’m so glad you’re mine, time after time. Forbidden Fruit You’ve all heard this story, since you were two or three, of Eve and Adam and the fruit of their favorite tree. Well, Eve discovered new taste sensation and passed it on down to civilization: Forbidden fruit, that’s what we call it now. Forbidden fruit. Just one taste, ooh what a waste. Something in the corner I happen to see and it says, “hands off” well that’s for me. I think about it every day and night. Think I’ll die if I can’t have a bite of that Forbidden fruit, that’s what we call it now. Forbidden fruit. Just one taste, ooh what a waste. We love it anyway you chop, shred or dice it. Take it any way you happen to slice it You can serve it hot or you can ice it. Forbidden fruit. Something on the shelf catches my eye and it looks so good as I pass by. Devil on my shoulder says “Go, go, go.” Ange l on my shoulder says, “No, no , no Cause that’s forbidden fruit. Don’t you touch it now. Forbidden fruit. Just one taste, ooh what waste. Eve was a good girl all her life. Never did nothin’ wrong. Was a good little mother, was a good little wife. Kept the garden lovely, always got along; Along come a snake in the grass, winked his eye and he made a pass. Eve was a girl who could be tempted, too bad it wasn’t tax exempted. Forbidden fruit, she’s in trouble now. Forbidden fruit. Just one taste, ooh what a waste. We love it anyway you chop, shred or dice it. Take it any way you happen to slice it You can serve it hot or you can ice it. Forbidden fruit. Well, that same snake’s still around today and every once in awhile he looks my way. Devil on my shoulder says “Go, go, go.” Angel on my shoulder says, “No, no , no Cause that’s forbidden fruit. Don’t you touch it now. Forbidden fruit. Just one taste, ooh what waste. Just one taste, ooh what waste. Just one taste, ooh what waste. Just one bite? Hiss. He Deserves the Hat I saw a cowby hat today on a celebrity. She was looking cute and perky on the front of her CD And I wondered if she’d ever fixed a fence out in the rain Or kept a heifer company through her birthin’ pain. Cause folks, if she ain’t done that She don’t deserve the hat. A banker in a cowboy bar in NYC. In his Stetson and his bolo tie Was as cute as he could be, And I wondered if he’d ever spent twelve hours at a time Eatin’ trail dust, swattin’ flies, covered in grime. Cause folks, if he ain’t done that, he don’t deserve the hat. A cowboy hat’s the symbol of the ones who tamed the West. It sheltered them from wind and sun and snow and made a handy pillow when it cam time to rest. He wore it for utility and not for show. Now my daddy is a cowboy who’s paid his dues. He has earned his spurs, his belt buckle, his jeans of blue. With his barbed-wire scarred hands, his perpetual tan and eyes that stay squinted when the sun has gone to bed, Somehow I know he’s earned the hat he wears on his head. I don’t know much, but I know that he deserves the hat. Now cowboy gear is all the rage today, I realize. For most folks it’s simply just how they accessorize. I don’t mind that. Go out and have your fun. But someday when you’re all alone and the partying is done Take off that hat, put it over your heart, look up the heavens and say, “I don’t know much but I know that I don’t deserve the hat.” Now my daddy is a cowboy who’s paid his dues. He has earned his spurs, his belt buckle, he jeans of blue. With his barb-wire scarred hands, his perpetual tan And eyes that stay squinted when the sun has gone to bed, Somehow I know he’s earned the hat he wears on his head. I don’t know much but I know that he deserves the hat. I don’t know much, but I know that. His Face (Psyche’s Lament) He came to me just like the wind on the night that we were wed and wrapped his love like a soft cocoon around our marriage bed. He left before the rosy brush of dawn could paint the sky saying, “Mark my words my own true love, and do not ask me why. “I will pour my songs of love so gently in your ear. My scent it will caress your skin as you walk the day my dear. And you may touch, and you may taste, but you may never, ever see my face.” For many months our hearts were one, our souls like limbs entwined, our passion brighter than the sun, and older than mankind. Before the day came knocking on our shutters as we slept, he whispered to me softly as from my arms he crept. “I will pour my songs of love so gently in your ear. My scent it will caress your skin as you walk the day my dear. And you may touch, and you may taste, but you may never, ever see my face.” *But nagging doubt as old as sin it would not let me be. What kind of monster is this man that he won’t let me see? I bought a lamp, filled it with oil, the flame it lit the room, and I gazed upon the sleeping face of my beloved groom. His form so noble and so rare. I turned my head and cried to think that such an angel had lain there by my side. Stabbed by guilt and flushed with shame, I quickly turned away, but truth will out, and one small drop of oil did me betray. With a cry of sharp alarm he wakened with a start and in his eyes I saw the wound it reached down to his heart. And there before my faithless eyes I watched him disappear and what he’d said came back to me, “Please mark these words, my dear: “I will pour my songs of love so gently in your ear. My scent it will caress your skin as you walk the day my dear. And you may touch, and you may taste, but you may never, ever see my face.” I sit here in this cold, dark wood, to my sad fate resigned. What had brought me only bliss no longer would be mine. For it was not enough for me that I could touch and taste, No, I could not be content ‘til I had seen his face. The Right Road I met him on the beach on a summer vacation – long time ago. The kind of guy that makes every daddy nervous, makes all the girls say “Oh.” Had a little edge, little body heat, Kind of frightening, but kind of sweet And he held my hand and looked my way and said, “Don’t be scared of me, ‘cause I’m lookin’ for the right road. I’m searchin’ for the right way to go. People like me have a hard time findin’ the right road. Daddy is a junky – needs to score. Lives from hit to hit. Mama doesn’t know what the daytime’s for, she’s dying bit by bit. Got a little girl, four years old, I see from time to time. Says daddy won’t you buy us a house, I said, “Honey, I got one in mind. It’s there on the right road. I’m lookin’ for the right road. I’m searchin’ for the right way to go. People like me have a hard time findin’ the right road Averil is my best friend. Likes to steal. Set up a convenience store. Said he’d cut me in on the deal. Said I don’t need that stuff no more. Got me a job, pushin’ broom down at local school. It don’t pay much and it ain’t too fun; it sure ain’t cool, But it’s there on the right road .Looked at me with those sexy eyes and sized me up with a glance. Nice girl like you should be wearin’ a flower and down at some high school dance. Instead you’re sittin’ here by me and it makes me wanna cry. I feel five years older and innocent like maybe I could fly down that right road. |
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